Ever since my mum left, i’ve felt so empty,alone. I see all my friends loved by their parents, boyfriends and I come home everyday to an empty house. I always thought the world was balanced, that when you feel so much pain you’ll find happiness. I’m still waiting for that happiness. I’m still waiting for someone to love me, to let me know that’s it’s ok, that I didn’t deserve this and I’m loved. I guess I starve myself because I can’t find a reason why I’m unloved if it’s not my weight. I can’t wait any longer for someone to love me, I can’t be strong anymore. If I can’t find love why am I here. I don’t know how to live like this, I’m giving up.
Sorry if anyone read this, I just needed to process some thoughts.
Dads. But now i’m not in my exam I don’t see why I should eat